Sorry it’s been so long
since I’ve written anything on here, it’s hard to find the combination of time
and energy.
This last couple of weeks
has been really challenging, both academically and emotionally. It’d be very
easy to come on here and say what an incredible time I’m having and how I’ve
been able to do so much awesome stuff. That is true… but it wouldn’t be a very
genuine representation of my trip.
For example yesterday I got
to put my first chest drain in (w a lot of guidance) – awesome experience, something I’ve never even
watched in England, let alone been able to do myself. (It’s a tube, about the thickness of a finger, that you place between the linings of the lung to drain pus/fluid/leaked
air).
The other side of the
story, that doesn’t make for such an upbeat blog, is the reason I put the drain
in in the first place. The patient was a muscular 30-something year old man
with AIDS pneumonia. He had such damaged lungs that a leak had formed, leading
to air filling his chest and crushing his lung. For about 6 hours after I put the
drain in and released the air he looked great; he was breathing much better and
he would thank me + Jim (who did it with me) whenever we went to check up on
him. I was feeling so pleased. I thought he would live long enough for the
antibiotics to have a chance to kick in. In the evening however he was looking
as sick as he had that morning and when we went for rounds this morning his bed
was empty – he died in the night.
Every morning I check
certain beds to see if they’re empty, looking for patients who the night before
have been on deaths door. About 50% are still there the next day.
For every tragedy though,
there is the other 50% who make it through the night, and have time for the
antibiotics/blood transfusion/fluids to kick in.
One of my favourite
patients is a little 3 year-old boy on paeds. He saw our surgeon in clinic with
a bulging fluctuance on his chest that felt just like an abscess. We took him
to theatre and Lisa talked me through my first ‘I&D’ (incision and
drainage). This is normally a very straightforward procedure involving a small
incision and squeezing the pus out of the abscess. Once he was anaesthetised I made
the incision and the pus came flowing out, and kept on flowing. In total we
drained about 500ml from this tiny guy's chest. When the flow had slowed a bit
it began coming out in little bursts as he breathed – it turned out the
collection was coming from the lungs and had eroded forward to the skin. This
was pretty unexpected, and he now had a sucking chest wound. Luckily Lisa
managed to put get a chest drain in quickly and suture him up – so glad I
wasn’t doing it on my own!
The next morning I went to
paediatrics, half expecting to see an empty bed. Instead I found a well looking
baby and a happy dad. As soon as the kiddy saw me he started screaming cos he
thought I was coming to do another procedure on him. His dad thought this was
hilarious, so now every time I go into paeds his dad always gets his kid and
shows him to me. The poor little kid hates me, but me and his dad always laugh
so much when we see each other. Draining the pus and fitting the tube saved
that kids life, so I don’t feel too bad! (Having said that he’s definitely not
out of the woods yet, but doing well considering)
There have been so many
times over the last two weeks when I’ve really question all that is good in the
world. There’s so much suffering here, so many young patients dying. But as Jim
always says, you’ve got to remember the patients you have helped as well as the
ones you couldn’t.
I’ve seen some pretty
horrendous things here, but I’m not really sure how much you guys want to hear about
that kind of stuff… As well as being a staff + resource poor hospital, it’s the
only hospital for about a hundred mile radius, and so often only the really
sick ones will travel that far, giving a disproportionate picture of health in northern
Ghana. Before coming here my (half) Ghanaian friend Marie kept saying ‘why do
you want to go to the North, healthcare is rubbish in the North’. Well that’s
why I wanted to go to the North, and I’ve really experienced that, and some. Maybe that's not fair, but it's certainly very different.
Sounds tough Alex..Docs can only do what they can do tho, right? The more I read about global health the more I understand that health equality relies on so much more even than simply financial equality. You're right at the heart of the consequences of health inequality but..I dunno, that responsibility, although you see it, shouldn't rest too heavily on your shoulders. Your there, doing what you can right now. That's a good enough job..but hard! X
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